Friday, September 3, 2010

Winter, Spring, Summer, now Fall.

I can't believe it's been 8 months since I last made a post on here. It's funny that even though time has flew by I am still stuck in the same place. The whole summer's rushed by me and I feel like I haven't even had the chance to begin enjoying it, and now it's already over. I'm feeling more and more stressed out as the weeks go by. I finished university yet I'm stuck in a dead end job. Why won't anyone hire me?!?! Is there something wrong with me?!!!!

Basically I feel like I'm in dire straits right now, between a rock and a hard place. I'm not happy, and I want to be happy. I keep telling myself that my time will come where things will finally pick up but the stress of having a crappy job, the impending repayment of student loans, and still stuck living at home at the age of 24 is a very humbling thought for my ego. I remember thinking to myself that I would have this and that accomplished by the time I finish school, and that I would be an established and self-sufficient guy with a bright career path. I'm not so sure anymore.

I know things happen for a reason, and I'm hoping that the saying "good things come to those who wait" will hold true for myself. Anyway I start work in less than an hour, so I should get going.

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